I've thought of that possibility as well, that he's mentally blocking it out. But really I think it is something akin to "object permanence" he's a very simple guy, not quite exactly a genius but nice and means well, but the way he talks about these things I think the death figures are "just a number (https://weabersinc.com/)" to him.
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Date: 2020-06-24 05:31 am (UTC)