Bad Mood: Day II

[aggienaut]

   Still in a bad mood. I have theorized that since I don't get depressed and/or emotional due to individual events (I "repress"), it builds up and hence I get randomly depressed for a few days at a time

   Anyway today, I swam laps for the second day in a row, which is crazy because (A) I hate swimming (B) I don't generally "exercise."
   Otherwise all I did was go to Diedrichs for an hour or two. Bree (LeMay) randomly showed up which was cool.. she said she's been hanging out at a different Diedrichs. Silly Bree. Otherwise though I think I was seriously contemplating going home the whole time I was there. The highlight of my day was prolly skanking to random music in Diedrichs with Laney for like a minute. Good times.
   I came home at like 22:00 and have just been listening to emo music since then.


   As regards how long I'll probably be in a bad mood, she's serious too:
[23:35:00] Snail of DEATH: it sometimes takes a few days
[23:35:12] pretndweRinlove: you've already had 2
[23:35:26] Snail of DEATH: 2?
[23:35:33] pretndweRinlove: 2 days
[23:35:36] pretndweRinlove: anymore than 5
[23:35:43] pretndweRinlove: and you are outta my life

Comments

[supernovastar16.livejournal.com]

granted, i know you are in a bad mood, but posting that is just probably going to attract a lot of negative anti-sarah comments, i guess trying to make people feel better isn't the cool thing to do, sorry for not wanting to be a part of the pity party, sorry for being cheery and upbeat, sorry for being sorry, oh yeah and just so you know, i'm not holding this "letsbesuperemoandhatetheworld" attitude against you..its not the kris that i know and have grown to be friends with, i can see past all this "emomood" crap, so just get better, in time, in time.

I'm sorry you don't understand why

[emosnail.livejournal.com]

If you wish to make a statement to me which you anticipate would generate anti-sarah sentiments, then you should be aware of that when you make it and willing to accept the consequences.

I don't see how any "trying to make people feel better" is related to this; and there certainly isn't a "pity party."

That you realize it would garner "negative anti-sarah comments" indicates that on at least some level you realize your statement was nonsensical. Since you obviously haven't consciously accepted this (hence your making it and defending it), I shall explain why it doesn't make sense: you were threatening a depressed person with an ultimatum to feel better. People do not work that way. Fear of losing you will NOT make someone suddenly "feel better" no matter HOW much they like you.

Furthermore it is my firm belief that I have no need of friends that can just dismiss me like that. Hence my comment at the time of "things work themselves out." If you do expel me from your life because I failed to fulfill your ultimatum, then its best for both of us that you do.

Re: I'm sorry you don't understand why

[supernovastar16.livejournal.com]

ouch.

[roxymartini.livejournal.com]

oh sarah. you don't know me, but there are ways around the emo-ness of kris. granted, they are superficial, but they work. tempt him with food. and if he isn't in a mood to food, then start worrying about him. like.... call in the doctors or something.