Having complained about the diedrichs lifestyle in my last post, I must say last night was more pleasant than I expected. We totally rocked out at Diedrichs to 80s music Crispy was blasting from his car.. and I swear if I ever get some kind of musical talent and become famous, more than one of my music videos is just gonna be Crispy rocking out. He was wearing his girlfriend Abby's clothes. It was too funny.
Then we ended up at Top of the World. There were like a dozen of us. We just kicked around there till the sprinklers came on and then we fled. Returning to Diedrichs for the free Pizza Hut (from Taco Bell), these two other guys I've never seen before emerged from the opposite corner of the parking lot on cue for food.. psha on that! So I just relieved them of one pizza and some breadsticks. Later Mike the Horrible Human showed up and asked me how much food I had.. when I said I only had one pizza he made some sarcastic remark that ended in "fuck you!" and left. Obviously he thought I was lying.. awwww I hope I hurt his widdle feelings. Ass.
I now have a leather jacket, a rather antique looking visor-cap and someone's blanket in my car. I think the blanket belongs to Laney and the other stuff belongs to Matt Christie. On that note Laney broke up with me* yesterday because I was talking to this girl Sarah who showed up. I was heartbroken. But "its cool we can still be friends."
Suzanne is "addicted to the Diedrichs Kids"
Just got back from Wild Rivers. Couldn go swimming because they were in the middle of a state audit. I learned that Aquatics Director Kevin Kopeny hasn't been around because "he's still at that court case." I of course have no knowledge of a court case.. they like to keep these things hush hush. I hope they get good and sued. ::Shakes fist::
I totally crave a sandwich.
*psh Laney is totally Matt Morgan's gf. Pay attention.
I think I've learned to like the feeling of rejection.. I've had to deal with it all too much. And I think thats the only reason I still go into wild rivers. Every time.. it gives me my daily fix of severe rejection. Yay emotional masochism.
Went in to wild rivers today. All subtlexcore, not in uniform.. plan is just to come in every day and swim some beach runs and then maybe talk to someone saturday morning. Run into a friend whose name I really ought to know, (I am SOO terrible with names, as you may know) waiting around by The Clock in the center of the park... he's also in mufti*, he's waiting for Kevin (Kevin = "The Boss"), who said he'd meet him at The Clock at high noon. This guy is the last person to be promoted to supervisor that I know of, so I ask him if he was the one Nikki was training yesterday. He says he was not. After waiting with him for about ten minutes he determined Kevin must have forgotten about him. That is, after all, the Wild Rivers Way.
Stacy the Evil Office Wench (SEOW?) was in the office again. I asked if there was a pay check for me but of course there was not, because she was working when my hours should have been recorded.. hope thats not too much of a hassle to fix and reflects as badly on her as it should. And then.. she wouldn't let me EXIT through the employee gate, because I wasn't working. I mean.. I can imagine not letting me IN through that, but to EXIT? What a freakin bitch!!!
In summary I am fully aware of how ridiculously hopeless my continued involvement there is and think it is for just that feeling of continual rejection that I continue to try. That and I'm really not very good at giving up on things.
*yes mufti, look it up focker
Addendum:
[16:10:46] xmomentsxwastedx: i woke up drunk again and i totally had a dream about you
[16:11:08] xmomentsxwastedx: you were running around in a polo shirt at wild rivers drinking 211
On that note, I of course woke up to my alarm clock going off... looked at it and TOTALLY read "snooze" as "booze." So my clock is flashing "booze" and I'm like WTF???